for my whole life I have lived in one state, Arizona. I had friends there, bad memories, and broken hearted men. I never thought in my whole life I would have to move away from all of that. it sucks, especially to move before your senior year. but as a big sister I had to be stronger then I had to be in the past for my brothers. my mom depended on me to hold my head up high and set a great example. who knew it would be so hard to keep a stone face when you want to cry your heart out. I knew my responsibility to my family, and my health wasn't helping me out. I had to be strong alone....and that's the scariest thing to do in the world. I was a lost puppy in an alien world, no friends at school and no none to talk too. went from the city to the middle of nowhere. I hate being alone... no friends is a life full of empty black whole. I ran all over the place in the school, trying to figure it out but nothing. I sat in the locker room crying, not out of pain but out of frustration. I didn't know the school, I didn't know anyone in the school. how was I going to get through it? how was is going to be strong when I broke down on the first day? I had to keep trying though, not for my family but for me, I know I'm strong and I wasn't going to let this one thing keep me down. that's when I came face to face with her, Sam. the most complete opposed person of me, bossy, and all tough love. someone I have never thought I would ever talk too. but soon enough we became friends. she made me want to be as strong as her, as strong willed as her. no matter how different we were, we had one thing in command; we had blood on our hands with demons on our back from our past, and we both live with it with our heads healed high. I'm personally gratefully to have met a girl, s friend like Sam. a friend like her is once in a life time, even though you might have nothing in command but have one thing together you can share is a friendship that should be persevered.