I know many of you who saw this subject probably thought
but what i am writing is real life and these are things going on in the world around us that most people don't know. in my life one may not believe all what i went through first of all i would start by saying that my mom had three (3) kids with a married man "my dad" from the moment i was born it was a miracle as i may call it but many of times i wished that this miracle never happened. when i was 4 years old i got raped, at five (5) years old i got raped again i was young really young i did not know what was going on until i got older to really understand, my mother left to the united states when i was 7 years old to find better living for her daughters. my sisters and i then had to move to my aunts house where we got extremely harsh treatments i was sexually abused by my aunts husband for two (2) years repeatedly everyday again i was young all i did was cry and kept to my self because i felt that i was not loved not belonged i wished that i was dead every day. i grew up and then started getting wild thirsty for love that i never received, all i wanted was love but i got used every single time over and over again i did stuff i myself would not even think i did looking back at it i did really bad stuff and ended up in jail
am sorry for every thing i have done my life is no longer the same what i want it to be and what it is. last year about this time my grand mother took me to this man i don't know but for some reason i don't care what anyone thinks but he is a really good person. he did some stuff with a crystal pendant saw what was going on in my life and told me that someone took my luck and my sister's away i really did not know what any of this meant but the way life my is it really looked like i had no luck. what i am about to say may freak u out but he told my that i had spirits someone putted after me he gave us a shower in some water i have no idea what it was he made us put a protective oil on us so that nothing could enter us after the baths. my mother had been filing for us 4-5 years before this and could never had done it because of that curse. that my mom sisters and i would never succeed in life, we would never learn as we should and basically we had to turn out to be prostitutes my life got a little better after after all this. now we are in the USA living good but my life is still not going good i don't know but i am a scared 17 yer old that don't know where to run i come here and write everything on my mind so that at least one person could listen to me i don't know what to do again i wanna do something with my life i need god to forgive me for all that i have done i know i always screw up but please i really don't want my life to continue like this i am lost and need to be found right now the only thing giving me hope is god and my boyfriend he loves me and am afraid that he too might disappear because my step dad hates me being happy no one wants me happy. i wanna be something do something with my life be known as somebody and not my pass.
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND OTHER WHO MAY BE IN THE SAME POSITION I AM AM SORRY FOR WHATEVER MY LIFE TURNED OUT TO BE WITH SOMEONE CONTROLLING IT WHAT I JUST SAID IS NOT A JOKE AND IS A REAL LIFE STORY "MY LIFE"