Sometimes I feel like I could float away
Where time is not constantly an issue glooming over my head.
Other times I cant seem to find a reason to stay.
Days come and go like the fall leaves and I cant bring myself out of bed.
The nights where I am a false version of myself.
Gripping onto some happy version of a influenced clone.
When really this clone is all the opposite of herself.
All the while my thoughts crush down bringing me farther into darkness of being alone