Infant, Toddler, Child, Adolesant, Teen, Adult.
Stages of life. The hardest being Teen. When you are a teen you do so much growing up it's hard to control. It isn't easy being a teenager in highschool, and noone ever promised that it would be. There are lots and lots of obstacles that we as teens face.
Trusting people. It's always been a huge issue with me. I don't know why but I've always had a problem trusting people. I've trusted two people the most in my whole life. They both ended up killing themselves.
A few years ago, things in my life had been getting pretty rough. I was always told that drugs were bad, drugs were always a last resort, BUT NEVER MEANT TO BE USED AS A RESORT. So I thought...'Hey, I'm never going to stoop that low and have so many problems that I'm going to use drugs.' I went and turned to something even stupider. Self destruction.
Many people thought that I was a cool person. That I had nothing going wrong in my life, but oh were they ever so wrong. It was crazy. I hid it so well now that I look back on it. My two best friends were always there for me though, when I thought that noone else would be. They stopped my bad habit and they stopped me from commiting suicide many times.
I was always told that they were always going to be there for me. That they would never leave me or hurt me. This year I helped them through some stuff. Both of them, but in the end both of them killed themselves.
So when you think you have noone else to trust...where else can you turn to?